auras: September 2008

La multi ani Cristinel, azi, 5 octombrie 2008, implineai 31 de ani!

Esti in inima mea pentru totdeauna!

....I lost my best friend this month...I am still in shock, she was there yesterday and now she is gone...everything happened so fast that nobody can process this fact yet..especially me.

It was just few days ago when she told me she needs to have a brain surgery for an aneurysm they just discovered...like a no big, routine deal...so she went for the surgery hoping for better and she never came back...she was never prepared for this possibility but maybe is for the best.She was very optimistic about the whole deal and happy until the last moment.At least this is my consolation..I never experienced so much pain and sorrow, I could not stop crying for days and I still do every time I talk or think about her...she is very close to my heart, like a sister and I could not wait for the moment I would see her again...dreaming together of our reunion, drinking a coffee, shopping and gossiping...like old times, in college.She lives in my heart forever and I know she is a happy smiling angel right now watching us...she left being happy, she loved and she was loved, she had a great job doing what she liked- fashion design, plans for the future, beautiful daughter Tea, wonderful parents, many many friends...

No words can describe all that I feel, all that needs to be said about her, but those who new and loved her know what I mean...so let's keep her alive and in our hearts by keeping in touch and remembering all the good times we spent together...She was a beautiful person, full of energy , smart ant talented artist, loving mother and she teach us all what true friendship is and now she gave us another lesson: live every day like it will be the last, love and don't waste time with negative things, be happy, make dreams come true.

I love you my dear Cristina and you will be in my heart forever! Rest in peace!